Iloveyou

2008-12-19T20:58:00.002+08:00

looks like the holiday is almost over .
yea, sort of bored .
i don't know why .
i don't feel like going to school.
this holiday is like I'm going out with jermaine,joel and brendon .
didn't hang out with others much .
cause all not free .
yea, i miss alot of people .
even now.
I'm missing someone alr .
my stml is getting worser .
hahaa.
so wed .
went to escape theme park with brendon, jiawei and jermaine .
we went there .
wasted 30 mins sitting there do nothing .
we went sort of wild.
hunted house was fun .
and funny .
alot of things happened there .
yesterday ,
went to play basketball with sitifarah ,jovy, jermaine , fatin, brendon , joel and simming and maybe mac .
cause i never play with him.
haha.
i was damn sway ..
i fall down .
sort of serious.
but it's alright .
went home around 9.40pm
scary~
today .
woke up by brendon .
get ready and went down to playground .
sat there .
jer will be late .
brendon will be late
then fatin will be late .
so sat there for 45 mins .
then everyone reach .
so did some homework .
went abit siao .
bought maggie eat .
jermaine bully brendon .
hahaa.
took his wallet,keys and handphone .
they snatch snatch snatch and ..
went to sun plaza .
then go macdonald .
still snatching .
jer shouted .
everyone look .
waited for fatin's friends .
then to popular .
and sayonara to mummy .
went to arcade .
wasn't in the mood to play
don't know why .
then go find phebe take things.
sat at somewhere .
joel make funny jokes.
then go playground .
we bully the kids.
like as if the playground is ours .
hahaa.
then i sit at there bridge there .
got one kid . go kick my back bone -.-
i never say anything .
then another kick my injured part .
then another go stepped on my injured part .
i still never say anything .
yea,i counted .
it happened 7 times .
i still never say anything .
i know .it really hurts but kept quiet .
then suddenly jer fall on me .
somehow?
touches my scar .
damn pain .
i didn't want to cry but .
haish .
cried .
everyone comforted me .
thanks[:
brendon was so angry .
he shouted at everyone at playground .
everyone like run ?
very scary .
i also scared .
then jer go emo ?
me and brendon pursue joel go comfort her .
cause he's the only one can cheer her up .
it was a hard work to get joel cheer her up TT
haha.
even ask him pull jer .
damn funny .
my brother called .
then i went home
and everyone went home .

though i tried to make things right today ,
but somehow it didn't work well .
if i didn't injured my legs .
nothing of such would have happened .
but at least
everything ended .
though half the reason was not cause of pain
i guess i think too much .
I'm just scared ..
i already have phobia .
i don't want to hurt anybody anymore .
i don't blame anyone for anything .
so i hope this matter will rest .
please cheer up (:
H.F.M.A

2008-12-14T12:26:00.002+08:00

a yes or no answer .
[1.] Do you have your loves ones for you ?
yeap .
[2.] Do you think you are happy now ?
not at all .
[3.] Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend now ?
yeah, both also have .
[4.] Do you love him/herr ?
very much (:
[5.] Do you think , somebody can replace him/herr ?
no waaaay!
[6.] Do you help anyone before ? ( EG . heartbroken/rejected ) ?
yupp .
[7.] Did you ever met any bad peoples before ? ( backstabber/stealers/liars)
it's obvious =X
[8.] Do you ever thought that you will see aliens ?
umm. maybe ?
[9.] Do you have any bestfriends ?
lots! XD.
[10.] Did any bestfriends of yours betrayed you before ?
yeah ..
name them .
[11.] name all your friends which you trusted a lot .
all my gans :D lazy to write all down .
[12.] name your ex-s .
sorry; secret XD
[13.] name the movie you watched recently .
bolt . (X
[14.] name the first place you can think of .
SCHOOL . hehe .
[15.] name the date you can think of .
19th november 2oo8
[16.] name the music you liked .
tons of them !
[17.] name one of the strong people you can think of .
alot ;x
[18.] name one of your enemy you hated .
umm. no ideas .hahas .
[19.] name the first song you heard .
don't know! still in mummy's womb :D
[20.]name the colors you liked .
pink, black , white , purple :D
hates .
[21.] what colors do you hate the most ?
bluegreen .
[22.] what do you hate when you are still a children ?
forgot alr . :\
[23.] what do you hatred you hate currently ?
hmm. idk XP
[24.] If you need to go out urgently , however your parents dun allow , what will you do ?
depends on when i ask them ?
[25.] what if you are meant to be back home at 5.00pm after school , but you arecalled by the teacher to stay back because the teacher thinks that your homework is so dirty and comment you to stay back in school until 7.30pm .when you reached home , your parents asked you why you are so late home ?what will you say ?
meet my primary school friends having a party and join them along XD
[26.]what will you do if you see your boyfriend kissed your bestfriend ?
breakup with him .
[27.]what will you react if all your friends stop talking to you ?
sad . and ask them what i did wrong .
[28.]what will you do if suddenly a stranger offered you a candy ?
regret and walk away .
[29.] what will you do if people asked you if the road and wanted you to bring them there ?
say i'm rushing time and walk off .
[30.] what will you do if your friends backstab you ?
solve them problem and try to forgive and forget .
you , there !
[31.] name ?
Junhui .
[32.] birthday ?
17th january 1995
[33.] horoscope ?
capicorn .
[34.] families or friends ?
gan family & friends .
[35.] love or friendship ?
both also important .
[36.]money or love ?
both also important XD
[37.] crazy or mad ?
mad .
[38.]clever or stupid ?
stupid .
[39.]sushi or candy ?
none .
[40.]cookie.m or elmo ?
BOTH!
[41.]love or being love ?
being love :\
[42.]fear or sacred ?
fear .
[43.]spammers or ruders ?
ruders .
[44.]red or green ?
green.
[45.]yellow or blue ?
yellow .
[46.]aliens or spammers ?
aliens .
[47.]mars or moon ?
moon
[48.]shopping or online ?
both ?
[49.]dog or cat ?
dog [X
[50.]handfone or com ?
both X)
[51.]being ditched or have other ditched ?
don't want ; none ):
[52.]1st love ?
secret :\
[53.]hurted ownself ?
yes!
[54.]motto ?
don't know =X
[55.]pig ?
eee. me!
[56.]cat ?
err. okok .
[57.]tv shows ?
don't watch at all .
complete those blanks :)
[58.] ____ currently .
moody .
[59.] last cry is on _____ .
today 2am .
[60.] ____ is loved by me .
everyone :D
[61.] _____ is my another family .
baka family XDD
[62.] ____ loves .
happy .
[63.] ___ is my darling :D
husband &wife XP
[64.] I want ___ for my birthday !
a big big bag XD
[65.] ____ is my jobbbbb .
talkking~
[66.] my house is ____
a 5-room flat .
[67.] believe is ____
the power of trust [X
[68.] s for ________
shoo~
[69.] w for ______
weeeeeeeeeeee~
[70.] msn is _____
joreenhui@hotmail.com
[71.] I saw ___ when I closed my eyes .
him :D
[72.] im a ____BIG YOUTUBER & - DRAMMMA FREAK :P
crazy
[73.] love or hate ?
love and hate
[74.] what is the colour of your watch ?
pink white silver
[75.] what are you wearing currently ?
black shorts grey t-shirt
[76.] ,you choose ; blogskin acc/blogshop acc/blogger/msn or friendster ?
msn .
[77.]heys ! what you think of this quiz ?
weired ? hahas .

2008-11-29T20:57:00.002+08:00

Quiz tagged by Wanting sabo ! TT
1. The person who tagged:Wanting .
2. Your relationship with him/her is: friends .
3. Your impressions of him/her:super hyper de siao person XD
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:buy things for me!
5. The most memorable tihng he/she had said to you: don't know XD
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:do nothing . cause it will never happen(:
7. If he/she become yourlover, thing he/she has t improve on will be: still nothing . cause it's impossible (:
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:don't know ? i don't want enemies.
9. If he/she become your enemy , the reason will be: cannot get along ?
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: be her friend forever (:
11. Your overall impression of him/her is:hyper and a chiobu! XP
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you? don't know? i not them XD
13. The characteristic(s) that you love about yourself are: nothing (:
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:don't know =P
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:me! junhui! XD
16. For people who cares about and likes you , say something to them: thank you very much ,ily! XD
17. Pass this quiz to 10 of your friends:
#1 Jermaine
#2 Jovy
#3 Liying
#4 Wei ting
#5 Kaiquan
#6 Zhi ling
#7 Felicia
#8 Huatkit
#9 Bernice
#10 eunice
18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
{zhiling } no one ! XD
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
{Bernice} female .
20. If no.7 and 10 are together , will it be a good thing?
no way. they don't know each other though .
21. What is no. 2 studying about?
{Jovy} don't know?
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
{liying} very long D:
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
{Huatkit} don't know ? cause not same school le D:
24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
{Jermaine} nope .
25. Will you woo no.3?
{Liying} no! she's my grandmummy! XD
26. How about no.7?
{Felicia} nope. we are sisters XD
27. Is no.4 single?
{Weiting } yes!
28. What is the surname of no.5?
{Kaiquan} Chua.
29. What's the hobby of no.4?
{Weiting} use computer and watch tv! XP
30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well ?
{Kaiquan&Bernice } maybe ? not sure if they know each other .
31. Where is no.2 studying at?
{Jovy} yishun sec .
32. Share something casual about no.1?
{Jermaine } hyper ?
33. Have you tried develoing feelings for no.8?
{Huatkit } no! he's attached i guess?
34. Where does no.9 live at?
{Bernice } sembawang ?
35. What colour does no.3 like?
{Liying } pink ,black , white ?
36. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
{Kaiquan&Jermaine} maybe ? not so sure .
37. Does no.1 have any pets?
{Jermaine } nope.
38. Is no.7 sexiest person in the world?
{Felicia} yes! she is very~
39. What is no.10 doing now?
{eunice } study ? very hardworking de XD

2008-11-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

i just don't know how to start and what to say .
i don't know to feel happy or what ?
it's like finally able to gain so much freedom .
and something happen again.
i really don't know what to say anymore .
i may feel hurt .
but there's nothing i could do .
i may be keeping quiet about everything .
i don't wish to hurt you more .
but i did .
the second time already .
i really hope this is my last time .
i really don't want to repeat my mistakes.
it's like i really don't know what to do anymore .
I'm still thinking .
should i continue or give up .
i felt very selfish..
maybe i shouldn't be living on earth .
meeting them .
am i thinking too much .
why am i caring about you so much .
why is it that I feel so hurt when i talk to you .
even when we are not talking .
i can't stop you anymore .
you can do whatever you want already .
i shouldn't care so much anyway .
it's like being a busybody .
you may seek help .
but i already know.
it can never be me .
I'm stealer right ?
I'm just being so unreasonable .
this is what i get when i do things wrong ?
then maybe .
i regretted what i did .
not to mention anything .
i just felt like hurting myself .
today. tomorrow and so on .
not hurting anyone anymore .
but my own self .
-i'm sorry .

2008-11-26T12:39:00.002+08:00

Tagged by: Sharon :D
Rule 1 : People who have tagged must write their answers on their blog .Replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Rule 2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending other people.

1. What is your CCA ?
/choir.
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you ?
/ depends.
.3. What does friendship mean ?
something very precious and is needed to be cherished!
4. What would you do with a billion dollars ?
save,buy things,give parents.
5.Will you fall in love with your best friend ?
/ les ?
6. Which is more blessed ? Loving someone or being loved ?
/ being loved .
7. List out your favourite band
/ don't know XP.
8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do ?
/ nothing ? or wait for him bah.
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy ?
/ of course!
10. What makes you angry ?
/ people who look for trouble .
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?
/ still studying ?
12. Who is currently the most important people to you ?
/ everyone who is special to me .XD
What is the most important thing in your life ?
/ to be happy .
14. Would your rather be single and rich or married but poor ?
/ married but poor . cause i will feel i'm loved by someone Xp
15. What is your favourite colour ?
/ black, white, pink ,purple .
16. Would you give all in a relationship ?
/yeap.
17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick ?
/ someone i truly love bah ?
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
/ depends.
19. What do you want to tell the person you like ?
/ ily&imy. ♥
20. Which country you would like to go ?
/ eroupe?
THOSE WHO ARE TAGGED : weiting, Zhiling, jermaine, jovy, liying.

2008-11-19T20:09:00.003+08:00

Quizy tagged by Zhiling Laopox3:

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

C. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

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1.Thomas.
2.Jovy.
3.Jermaine .
4.Kaiquan.
5.Fatin.
6.Felicia.
7.Emma.
8.Weiting .

1.what have you been doing recently?
chatting in phone and msn and went hyper! XD

2.do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yupp. seldom luhh .

3.what happened at 10am today?
chatting with my korkor; he lecture me XD

4.When did you last cry?
15mins ago?

5. believe in fate/destiny ?
50/50

6. what do you want in your life now?
to forget about the past and live on .

7.Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
no way!

8. are you wearing anything u borrow from someone?
nope .

9.what was the last movie you caught?
high school musical 3
10.Does that person know u like him/her?
yupp.
11.Who always makes me laugh?
joel and brendon XD
12. Do you speak languages other than English?
yes.
13.favourite website(s)
blogger . movie6.net , you tube , tagged.com XD

14.what are you doing tomorrow?
maybe chat on phone and sms and msn ? packed my bag .XP

15.what do you think u are like?
a dead body .
16.who will you choose to die with?
ownself XD
17.where have you been today?
my house and the coffee shop at blk 406~!

18.what game do you play often?
now no ler . hmm maybe audition?

19. who are you missing right now?
someone special to me XD

20.if you have to choose a fren and a love, who will you choose?
more or less friends .

21. what are you doing now?
doing this quiz and chatting with my mei and kor XP

22.which primary sch are you from?
Canberra Primary .

23.name 3 colour that you like.
black, white and pink

24.what emoticon do you like to show?
emo! :D

25. what is life to you?
a meaningless one .

26. if you have smth troubling you, what will u do?
talk to a good friend?

27.who did u last chat with on msn today?
Brendon.

28.who do you admire the most?
someone ?

29. which month were you born in?
jan.

How are u feeling right now?
very hyper! XD

31.what is the time now?
9.02pm.

32.what kind of person do you think the one who tag u is?
what do you think ? my precious laopo lai de . XP

33.what colour do you use to dye your hair?
i don't dye hair so no colour .

34. why are u doin tis test?
because i was told to do by my laopo x3

35. what do you do when your moody?
someone scold me then blame me for nothing .

36.At which stage do you wish to get married?
don't know .never thought of it .

37.who is more important to you?
someone special XD

38.if today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
sleep .

39. who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
closest friends .

40.do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
yup. i saw before .

41.if you have a dream come true , wad would it be?
hope i will never make the same mistakes again.

42.what is your goal for tis yr?
able to get promoted to sec 2 and yay i did . XD

43. do you believe in eternity love?
maybe maybe not ?

44.what feeling do you love most?
happy .

45.do you really think its global warming now?
yes!

46.what feeling do you hate the most?
alot . emo is the most .

47.do you like doing quizzes?
yup. it keeps my blog alive .

48.do you believe in Gods?
yes!
49.who cares for u the most?
someone XP

50.what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
lead a happy life .

51.what will you bring when u fight?
people ?

52.what have you regretted doin in your whole life?
quite a lot of things .

53.what do you do if nobody cared for u any longer?
kill myself . cause it's meaning less to live when nobody cares about me .

54.what will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
i don't know .

55.how do you feel now?
very hyperactive XP

2008-11-19T12:07:00.002+08:00

hello peeps!
sorry that i didn't blog for a long time ..
was kinda moody .
cause so much things has happened .
and all those weren't good .
due to my short term memory .
i could only remember some things .
ytd ..
i went out with jermaine.
ytd was a special day for me XP
hahas.
we were at the arcade playing the dance minax .
when suddenly i saw brendon .
and then joel .
was kind of shocking .
they look damn cute .
then i pei him go mrt station.
and byebye .
haha.
went back .
brendon playing parapara.
don't disturb .
when joel play .
i disturb .
haha.
then brendon laugh .
o.o so his turn to be disturb .
so i make them fail!
yay-ness!
then my turn to go play with jermaine .
then they come disturb .
we keep failing .
then jermaine go hit them hard hard .
fierce~
i join in the fun
hehe.
then we play here play there .
bully here bully there .
chase here chase there .
then suddenly my mother call say no key then outside house so i need go home ler .
so we four all ewnt home together .
joel throw shoe !
then joel and brendon be gay .
damn funny .
then play play play .
then sit down at their block .
then after sitting down awhile .
went home .
then my mummy bought new shirts and jeans.
hahas.
kinda happy .
but then went online . someone pissed me off .
then no mood ler .
glad that two people cheered me up .
tml midnight need go airport ler
flying ler.
go relax abit .
okay .
that's about it .
byebye!

2008-11-17T00:26:00.001+08:00

bla bla bla bla bla

2008-11-10T19:12:00.002+08:00

if i didn't ask you out ..
if i never say anythingto harrison...
i guess nothing would have hapened ..
it's all my fault...
i make my ownself pissed off .
i mean like..
you shouldn't judge people by their looks..
just by seeing their picture and you say you don't like them .
is your problem what..
why can't you just like me choose who i want to be be with ?
somehow, you are just being unreasonable .
i hate people controlling my life.
if you didn't come today .
you never pissed me off .
never pissed jer off .
i guess we might not pissed him off .
but it's good that verything went back to normal .
but somehow.
i will not let the matter rest .
i won't forgive you .
and i don't care what you say any more .
and if you don't give a damn on me
then why should i .
i guess i shouldn't care how you feel anymore .
you think you can control me?
thinking you are bigger size and taller then people .
doesn't mean you can insult people right .
what fucking rights do you have .
no matte what .
he is also my kor .
i don't care what kind of person he is .
but by his looks, he is way better than you .
so stop saying taht you are better than other people.

2008-11-08T23:19:00.003+08:00

today..
woke up. and chatted on the phone.
wth someone who only talks crap.
after that went for breakfast and so called lunch .
then went to sun plaza.
walk around and went home.
on com watch anime and chatted in msn.
then bathe and went out to fetch mum.
then went to bukit timah ate dinner .
met my brother there .
after that went to SGH to visit my aunt .
it was actually her eye got problem and turns out to be at the head there.
another me , it seems to be .
yupped. i cried .
though it's not serious.
hope she recovers fast .
and hope my cousin cheer up .
will visit her again tmr .

all i want is peace .
can everyone stop fighting..?
it's all my fault .
i started everything .
i apologised .
you all forgave me then why can't you all forgive each other?
please . stop. i beg you .
i was crying ytd cause of someone .
and then today i received another bad news .
why is the world treating me so unfair ?
i hate living here .
i just want to end everything .
please stop everything . i beg you ....

; imy ):

2008-11-07T20:02:00.009+08:00

today woke up.
on com chatted .
eat bread then go bathe .
and went out of house .
met him in playground .
saw jovy and phebe.
they went for jogging .
after that saw yeekhim and winny.
they went to play basketball.
then jermaine came down and we went to sun plaza.
played some games in arcade .
someone act pro sial.
then go mrt station and off he go.
me and jer buy bubble tea. saw razy XD
then go walk around sun plaza.
keep calling him.
never pick up .
called hongjun and he say he at mac.
so we went there . look. don't have ]:
then go kfc the mos burger .
give up .
then he say he at bubble tea there go find him don't have .
so decide to go arcade .
and saw hongjun and cheese! chase after them .
slap them hit them bash them XD
then off they go .
then go play some games.
saw yujun and her friends.
all don't recognise me ):
then go prank call xiia0zhU .
he answer .
still can hear his sleeping voice .
and is already 12 plus,
he cannot go out .
sad ):
so our plan to movie is ruined .
then go food court .
buy herbal soup.
then call people out .
called simming ,
and he was in sp too.
in food court some more .
haha. same place same timing XP
he grew taller .
so talk to him awhile and went back arcade .
play play play .
saw xiia0zhU friend ; joel playing parapara.
ytd stop me from hitting xiia0zhu .
humph.
i was so close ytd .
all his fault .
he was there playing so after me and jer play finish we go ka jiao him.
he was like very shock.. so say hello.
haha. he was damn funny and cute! XD
see us like so happy like that .
then me and jer play dance miniax.
he come disturb .
"wah.. wah..wah.."
distracted .TT
then his turn to play.
pro . use one hand .
haha.
my turn to disturb him and he break.
haha.
then he and his friend go off .
so me and jermaine went to mac eat .
so people doing crazy stuff there .
then suddenly weiliang came .
he steal two fries with curry sauce! TT
then off he go.
then went to walk walk around sp.
go gift shop.
go back arcade play and went to playground there.
blast songs.
saw yeekhim they all again .
muhaimin siao siao there playing .
got pissed off with someone.
then blah blah blah.
then my dad came and went home officially.

Mr Brendon Poh Zhang Yuan!
you baka.
make me and jer do nothing in sun plaza.
all your stupid fault .
humph .
and our plan to watch movie also ruined.
some more make me bankrupt .
you owe me $15 for all the calls i made to call people out .
chou xiia0zhU!
you big big big bully!

lala. bang bang monkey!
this is call i'm siao!
eee. act cute XD

jer so cute! XD

i'm ugly XP

lalala.

siao de me!

nothing to do ...

2008-11-06T20:25:00.004+08:00

today ..
woke up.
chat on phone..
then eat bread..
then on com.
chatted.
then eat maggie..
then watch anime ..
then play audi with granddaddy.
after that went to bathe and went to meet jermaine .
walk around her house .
hahas.
then go sun plaza.
blast songs and everyone stare at us XP
then go library .
sit down read books.chatted .
then go buy straw..
then go arcade walk one round .
saw yeekhim! and winny!
haha. i miss them like siao .
then go buy bubble tea drink .
then walk round sp two rounds.
and went back to arcade.
played the hand game.
played two times.
then pro come play.
today everybody pro in music games .
TT
we wait like 45 mins for the pro to play finish/
they only use 2 coin for both people!!!
then we stand there watch lor..
then brendon and friends came..
they very the what..
we like stand in front of them..
they also never see .
hais..
how i wish at first i never like get to know them..
then they play their game.
me and jermaine play the hand game..
then brendon come distract!!!
grr.. hate him..
but jermaine cool me down ..
whenever he come distract us.
like walk pass us on purpose we will hit him.
damn fun XP
but once i chase after him until popular.
then he stand outside like waiting for me..
then i chase after him again.
sad that his friend stop me .
grr.. say ring 2 girl 2 boy only ..
become 4 boys 1 girl plus him 6 .
grr.
hate him luhhs.
only know how to bully me .
even got one game..
i was like 100 combo.
then he come distract..
"wah.. pro pro.."
then suddenly i break .
"aiyo.. mei ah mei.."
i got so fed up and hit him XD
jermaine also get distracted .
we get shocked quite a number of times..
cause ike so many people watching ..
then he go food court eat..
me and jermaine continue play .
scared he angry with us so went look for him.
he damn bad lorh.
treat us as invisible .
he friends was like laughing ?
then they went home);
me and jermaine played two more games.
and we went home .

I look damn ugly ..

damn tired ..

damn no mood ..

hais..

jermaine is cute XD

2008-11-06T10:56:00.003+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 3 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

(1.)Do you have secrets?
- yes. everyone does right?

(2.)Would you fall in love with a guy older than you?
-Yes! but now.. depends. haha.

(3.)Do you enjoy going to sch?
-Yes. definitely.

(4.)What would you do with a billion dollars?
-give half to parents, buy the things i wanted and the rest save it .

(5.)Will you fall in love with your best friend's stead?
-no way! i won't betray friends.

(6.)If you have to choose one person between ur boyfriend & best friend, who will you choose?
-most likely best friends. but i don't want lose anybody):

(7.)What do you like to eat ?
-Sashimi :D

(8.)If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-wait for him? or give up on him.

(9.)Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- not yet bah ?

(10.)What makes you angry?
-friends who betray ,backstab,gossip,lied and snatch my friends away.

(11.) How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
-me? hmm.. still studying bah.

(12.)Who is currently the most important people to you?
-him. (: family(: friends(; everyone !

(13.)What is the most important thing in life?
-to be a successor.

(14.)What is more important? Family or Career?
-obviously is family XP

(15.) What is your favourite colour?
- purple,pink,black,white,green.

(16.) Would you give all in a relationship?
-depends?

(17.) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-choose the one i truly love ?

(18.) Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
-hmm.. depends on what she or he has done to me before.

(19.) What do you want to tell the someone you like?
-tell him i like him?

I have tagged
-wanting .
-weiting .
-zhiling .
XP ing ing ing! hahas.

2008-11-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

hello people!
life's boring and complicated right ?
i'm living in a miserable life D:
today went for choir.
went with my mummy .
but she alight in yio chu kang ):
then walk to interchange and went to school with jo'maine.
after that went inside school with pei,weishuen and yong peck .
sat down with grace .
today she's not late!
yay-ness!
we waited and waited in the canteen and finally went to music room.
felicia didn't come):
life's boring without her .
hais..
and only 16 people is present in choir!
totally atrocious.
the rest all don't know go where .
hmm.. me,grace,sandra,yongpeck , jo'maine,weiting,mink,kathy,khind,weishuen,celia,justin,peiqi,mary,chynna and wanjun is present .
hais..
so keep get scolded.
cause not enough peolpe.
so mr goh shouldn't blame us derr.
make me no voice .
and he damn idiot.
scold me-.-
of course other also got luhh.
after choir went to j8 .
met harrison an friend .
then go play basketball.
raining !
my skirt wet wet .
grr .
after that went to library .
then was about to went home.
and harrison say he lost his wallet!
haiyo..
we all like desperate looking for it .
but yet he was calm?
then found it .
was in the bag .
lucky lucky .
then took train with harrison and went home.
tomorrow maybe going out again.
haha.
think slack too much already.
how???
someone tell me ?
i've been going out continuously =X
hahas.
okay . i shall end here .
bye guys!

2008-11-04T17:04:00.002+08:00

today went for choir .
saw jo'maine then felicia.
took bus together .
once again, grace is late!
celia never come .
weiting lonely):
hahas.
the song we learnt today was hard .
at first the throat like no voice then go out sing.
get scolded cause got 'o' levels.
then in the room again.
then become more supported (:
after choir chat with xueling
then went for lunch with thomas and friends again .
after that went amk hub .
then j8 .
then library and went home .
bought bubble tea .
at traffic light there saw amelia .
and went home together .
today is a boring day! D:

this is it?
the end of the story ?
this is making the matter worsen.
it is my fault .
so i can't blame you .
but ....
nvm .
all this has finally put a full stop on it?

2008-11-03T20:52:00.008+08:00

today went for choir.
okay.. the new song is kinda hard .
and the other school used one year to learn correctly .
so i think it is going to take me more than one year to learn(:
so after choir took bus and went to junction 8 .
then went to change clothes .
went to comics connection buy straw for jo'maine
saw kirsten! so we walk together then to interchange there .
and saw ayu! She's damn cute .
so we walk to interchange and pass the straw to jo'maine then went to mac.
sit there . talk talk talk .
and felicia came .
chiobu~ so went to walk around .
kirsten keep running .
and then matin came .
so continue .
chatted .
then went to arcade walk .
then went back to mac there.
chat ..
so we stood there for around 15 mins and they still don't know want go where .
then went to mac sat down .
ayu and kirsten bought drinks.
then wanting and valerie and the boys sitting behind us .
also chatting.
we were making lots of noises .
jocelyn was making noises of emma tearing the wrapper she bought .
heart pain. XP
felicia join in and make it worst .
then went to food court eat .
bought something nice .
jocelyn was forcing herself to eat something..
she looks almost going to vomit .
scary~
then went to walk walk.
the two main places mintoons and comics connections.
spend hours there .
then ayu went home .
so the rest of us went o arcade sit there .
chat .
saw weiting and buena.
they are damn crazy .
then we had our privacy talk .
then went to library.
continue our talk .
sat there for two hours?
then kirsten and emma went home .
left me,felicia and jocelyn .
continue chat XD
then took pictures and went home around 7 puls .

me,jocelyn,felicia.

i'm blur XD

like idiots. me of course!

me,kirsten,emma,jocelyn and felicia.
felicia[big] and jocelyn[small] wearing ring XP

a more nicer one .
hahas.
today is just a great day somehow..

We are just returning what you gave us.
it's not our fault
you can't blame us .
cause your were the first to start it.
want blame? blame yourself .
i don't want to care anymore .
your also don't care , why should we?
so please... get a life.
it's useless now.
all the bad deeds your do..
can never be replace by anything .
we have already decided to do something a bit.
maybe your should experience what we had experienced before .
it's just something unforgettable.
we will take back what belongs to us.
so don't mind me for being bad .
cause my childishness won't end so simply.
i shall not take back what i say anymore .
cause i know it has no use anymore .

2008-11-02T15:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EMMA SIAODINGDONGSIS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THOMAS KORKOR!

both are lovedd (:

hope you two have a wonderful day.

may your wish come true :D

❤❤

2008-11-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

hmm.. it's finally a start of a new month ?
yesterday.. went for choir.
someone diao me -.-
never mind..
ate breakfast alone..
cause somebody late...
so walk around j8..
then go play at playground.
slack slack slack.
then go school.
something bad happened.
a big quarrell in bus .
then sit in canteen wait for grace .
make me and felicia late.
heng teacher never scold..
soon choir ended .
took bus with grace and felicia.
dropped at prime market there .
then go walk walk walk .
then something happened again.
and then went home.
today. woke up. then go eat lunch/breakfast.
went home use comp.
till night .
walk to sun plaza with korkor .
meeting mummy at food court.
had our dinner there .
then go buy drinks and snacks.
then went home.
reach home, watch painted skin.
somebody keep calling.
make me not able to watch the full story.
but it was quite a nice movie.
but it doesn't make any sense.

What's wrong with you ?
please don't regret who you had chosen from the very start.
cause it will affect both parties.
hope all these will end .

2008-10-30T20:17:00.004+08:00

Thomas and shane doing stupid stuffs =X

ohh please...

don't try me just by looks..

you don't know my attitude and my temper ..

and ahem .

I'm not a bitch nor a bastard .

oh fine .

i might be a bitch .

but my parents are very much alive.

you thought that i will never hate you ?

you are wrong .

and do you know how much I've help you though i know you talk behind my back .

there is just something really unforgivable .

but there's nothing i could do .

just one thing i want to say .

are you jealous cause i have more friends than you ?

or what ?

but honestly i have more than enough frustrations with friendship problems .

but if you are so selfish or want to be selfish .

there's nothing i could do or say anymore .

cause i know you don't want to lose friends either right?

but if you want . i can .

is just that i don't want to see you suffer .

and don't anyhow scold people .

you think you're a king or what ?

friends are mine .

you can't just control each and every single of them .

they want friend who their problem what.

so mind your own business .

you want hate me then don't drag others .

you should be ashamed of yourself to be a friend-snatcher .

and why are you like this ?

being so unreasonable .

you know how to back stab people .

talk bad about others without thinking .

but do you know the feeling of it ?

the loneliness . the hatred .

you don't , of course .

but do you think you will never experience it ?

i doubt so .

all your dumb friends trust you so much .

which includes me,I'm so stupid to trust you so much .

i help you behind your back .

but what do i gain ?

nothing instead .

or rather you backstabed me .

you think you very pro is it .

people like you are not worth the word " trustworthy"

cause you totally sucks .

i tried not to vent my anger .

i succeeded, i cried to vent my angers off .

of course .

you will say i act pityness right ?

i even tried on you .

and it proves me .

two sentence .

you are not someone worth my friendship.

you are a total liar which is worst than a beast .

it looks like our four years of friendship is fading just like that ?

but i hope you will understand .

cause if you can give me another chance .

we might not be enemies .
but just friends .
pure friends .

nothing else .

2008-10-30T18:42:00.002+08:00

today woke up cause someone msg me which i also don't know the person..
but we started msg-ing and i can't sleep after that ..
it was damn early in the morning .
was supposed to meet jovy at 11 .
but in the end , we met at 11.30.
so we went to north point .
walk walk around .
quite nice .
but still renovating.
sad D:
then go popular .
be little kids read Cinderella .
then met Thomas and friends .
then go food court eat .
.the boys were talking craps and disgusting stuff .
make me and jovy cannot eat .
then went to arcade go crazy .
after that we decided to go sembawang
so me and jovy keep avoiding the guys and we hide!
haha. then take mrt train and go sun plaza.
went to buy shoe laces and then went Aries .
and we bet that the boys definitely won't come in.
and she's right , they really go sit on the floor waiting for us .
then go glare [don't know how to spell]
eat ice-cream .
was supposed to be my treat but jovy don't want D:
so we were sitting at one table and the boys another table .
haha. then the boys go do funny stuff .
make me cry cause i laugh too much ler .
even jovy say i siao .
haha .
then we went to blue playground
the boys sing childish yet funny songs .
haha . just couldn't stop laughing .
when waiting for the traffic lights .
jovy and i started to think which way to walk .
and we decided walk by the shortcut that will pass by the basketball .
so if we saw mac can get from him money .
and today is really our luck .
we really saw him playing .
jovy : oi!
jovy : you! gen wo chu lai !
mac: me? gai mah?
me : ni qian wo men qian .
mac : orh.. ni men yao duo shao?
jovy and me : 50 dollars!
mac : huh.. okay lor..
and he really took out from his wallet fifty dollar .
then conver continues .
mac : ni men zhen de yao ?
jovy: yeah. puls interest mah..
mac : walao eh.. bu yong jing ...
then he walk back to basketball court .
me : oi! macdonald!
mac :what ?
me: we joking only luhh .
jovy : thirty dollar enough ler .
mac : ke shi wo mei shan qian .
me :kae.. there .
i took out twenty dollar and gave him .
mac : ke yi liao hor?
jovy and me :yupp. thank yous!
then continue conver .
maclaren is very the rich! from primary school till now still the same .
then saw bhk . he hasn't change much too .
then continue walk to playground.
then vandalise the bench .
continue last time p6 write de things .
then jovy went home ..
followed by thomas and friends .
then called granddaddy come down play with me .
and he really came.
talk talk .
then me go walk walk .
then granddaddy suddenly call say what want me go see him .
take my bag everything some more .
then of course i go find him ..
sit there listen to him talking all craps .
no choice cause i must diam diam later someone angry.
was sms-ing jermaine at that moment.
haha.
he damn want look for trouble like that .
say what ..
we destroying properties .
which only abit..
last time like hell also nothing happen .
first time come here already get scolding .
not me luh .
another person.
then go back playground slack .
jermaine damn damn funny .
we all talking crap .
she still can continue .
then called hongjun come .
he came .
along with jingeng and cheeyong
riding bikes some more .
then they want go another playground .
so follow .
then they pangseh us .TT
all bully me one ..
then play blind mice .
long time never play .
i also forgot how to play..
haha.
jermaine sway .
first time be catcher .
knock her head twice and some more red colour .
soon it was six .
me and jermaine went home .
the boys also .
then walk walk .
gdd come disturb .
today is quite a fun day .

2008-10-29T23:15:00.004+08:00

hello people!
today had quite a fun time .
went to vivo city watch movie .
the movie is still alright .
but kinda bored luhhs .
but have a great fun thr .

after watching the movie , walk around .

then went to the outside there blow wind .

hen decided to commit suicide ._.

then go meet another friend .

intended to go sentosa ,

but was afraid there isn't much time .

so didn't go D:

then had lunch .

continue walk .

then go childish .

and then went home .

though mood was spoilt halfway .

but we must learn how to forgive and forget .

and i somehow did it today .

in this kind of world ..

everything is just so complicated .

though our meet-up wasn't success .

hope to see you guys soon .

cause i'm really looking forward to meet you all .

i miss you all a hell lots D:

so today is a happy day .
hope everyone also every day happy .
don't always emo [:
think bright of the future .
cause the time will tell us the future .
i'm hereby again saying the same sentence.
wish everyone a happy and meaningful holiday!

i'm sorry but will you forgive me? are we still friends?

2008-10-28T14:28:00.004+08:00

yo peeps!

sorry for not updating !

i know it's rotting somehow .

Cause so many things happened these few days .

okay, not to mention those unhappy stuff .
but i'm glad that most things went back to normal .
I mean, i know i can't force friendship .
so just let it be .
if this is how you all think of me .
well i have nothing to say .
continue to hate me if you all want .
but i know there's alot of them out there .
who are worth my firendship .
i simply just don't care about you all ler .
hmm..
I admit i have fault .
but did you thought of yourself ?
do you know that you are blaming everything on me ?
as if you all have no fault like that ?
i've already given up on building our friendship .
so there is no point any more .
i believe that there is something untrue .
you might say that u will make me suffer but i think it is the opposite .
i'm the one who can make you suffer .
okay .
i know myself well so i know how to treasure those worthy friends .

i just don't understand about you two you know ..
i mean it is just a small matter .
and you two bring up to such big maters ?
is it worth .
no right ?
you are just being childish .
so old ler..
haiyo..
can't you just forget about what happen?
it is just making me hate you even more .
i just hope everything to settle down .
you should be ashamed of yourself .
you think only after you know you are wrong then you admit ?
until you have nothing to say ler then say sorry can cure everything ?
you are such a coward .

what else do you want ?
it is really irritating me you know .
if you really want find trouble .
then go ahead .
it is not as if i don't dare to face .
so stop talking to others as if you are very big .
like you are the leader of a gang .

hmm.. back to post .
today reach school wait for grace .
then jomaine pull me go look for mrs lee .
then went back to look for grace then saw laopo and others .
then talk talk talk .
then someone come look for trouble .
then go sit down at hall .
talk talk talk .
then get results .
congratz khine for promoted to express next year [:
then me and wanrong went round the school look for mr peterson .
find him for half an hour .
gave up and went home .

for what you all have done to me .
i won't forget .
and i won't forgive .
cause you are the real backstabbers;betrayers;gossippers .
don't think you can act in front of me cause i'm not that stupid .
i'm finally awake .
and just remember .
i have apologised .
i have realised my mistake .
but you are the one who is trying to make the matter bigger causing more troubles .
and thinking that you are the leader ,everyone must listen to you .
but you don't know the feeling of having no friends at all .
i've experienced all cause of you .
so i should thank you for giving me the opportunity .
but don't worry .
i won't do anything to you .
cause i don't want othre people to suffer .
i will keep everything to myself so no worries .

i just hope that everyone out there to have a happy holiday! :D

mood spoiled.

2008-09-29T19:46:00.004+08:00

Hey yo peeps!
Sorry for not updating my blog.
It's rotting i know.
But i will try my best to keep it alive.
Will be changing skin real soon(:
Today totally sucks!
Morning was supposed to study science but ended up doing some literature.
then had english. Was told to write an essay of a speech that will be taken tmr. 3mins talk!!!
It's included in Ca marks somemore-.-
then went for recess. Went with zhiling laopo!! Love her lots. haha.
Then it's art. Chat with Felicia and something [secret] :P
we were totally mad in painting.
Don't know why.. I felt like emo-ing.
then i really did so di dFelicia ;x
sorry people!
I'm kinda having bad mood swing.
sad ; depressed; angry.
Media studies! Did nothing.
Went blogging; friendster and watch anime.hahaa. Bored.
Then went for literature. Sit there do nothing.
Talk! for one whole hour. cool.
I'm still skacking.
Finally CDT. Felicia and I have private talks~
Lunch! My hand hurts damn lots ):
went with Laopo again. hehee.
scolded by mei and kor ]:
sadd.
then science.
sat outside class. went round asking for tissue-.-
tianquan so good! he give me. i'm madd.
then went inside class.
Was given 15mins preparation for the test.
I totally slacked. i never study.
never bothers to look at the book cause i totally don't have the mood!
then teacher give out paper. he say once recieve can start.
So i did. I screwed up. Finished in 10 mins :D
Day dream for 25 mins. The last five mins.. he suddenly say i cheat!
I"m pure innocent.. He say cause my science file under table .-.-
Where got like that de. file under table means cheat ah?
I somemore sleeping in the test you know.. how cheat._.
He pissed me off luh. test finish ler still want make us stay back.
Whole class buay song luhhs.
what.talking then stay back 5 mins .
answer wrong stay back another 5 mins.
give rubbish answer, stay back 5mins.
Then suddenly jeryl came and disturb.
we stayed another five mins more.
I super not happy ler luh. cried in class. My head is totally blank about wth he is talking.
then he talk crap and finally class dismiss at 3.30!zxczxc.
Idiot. Waste my time.
Pissed me off.
change my mood.
I hate him luhhs.
went walking out of class,
i just scolded like damn lots of people.
All his fault.
Sorry! for venting my angers on you guys.
truly sorry! will try to control my temper next time.
then went J8 meet harrison.
then go arcade.
play one game go food court eat.
then harrison went home.
me and jeryl go library study.
then he went home with his aunt and uncle and me father and mother come fetch me.
That's the end.
I'm still going to slack.
I'm already well-prepared to go NA next year.
okay, it's time to go now.
byebye.
Sayonara.

2008-09-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

I don't know why..
I hope you can stop right now..
What you do really make me feel uncomfortable ..
I can't stand it anymore..
I'm truly sorry.
I still can't get over it..
Maybe i need more time..
I just hope that we still can be friends..
Will you give me another chance..?

These few days not feeling well.
Kind of sicked?
But still get bullied.
Today go school,nothing special happens..
Going round asking Matin to treat me drink.
Then,during maths lesson. Mr Poh kept on changing his voice and tone.
He's gettting girlish..:P
Then after school chat chat.
Today choir go for half an hour release ler.
Went opposite buy things than go bus-stop sit there for one hour..
then went amk hub have dinner and went home..
Lost my voice,shouted to much.
I'm sicked and tired of everything.
I really don't know what i did wrong.
Why can't you forgive me.
It has been the thired month and you still treat me so cold..
I just want to be your friend again..

Sorry guys,
crapping something.
Nothing better to do. haha.
Don't bother to read this post. Thanks.(:

2008-08-30T11:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Teacher's Day! There 's also cross country..
Miss Lee worry me too much ler..
So i walk with felicia cause i wasn't really in the mood of running.
While walking , saw Tianquan, wenhao,kyle,Shomir, Zhengxiang and Wanrong too. The boys look damn funny. Didn't manage to get in top 30 cause wasn't running at all. While walking ,we still can chat with Mr Poh. hahaa. Then went to hall for ceremony, Valerie and Buena manage to get into top ten. Congratz! Both won a trophy. Then performance and end of school. Went back to Canberra primary. Saw Wanyi and Peixian sitting at bus-stop so i join them. Then saw Pikachu:D He damn damn tall now. Phebe and yilin came followed by liying ,Dara and Booncheng. Suddenly Lynn and her gang came. Sit outside schol for almost one hour then can go in. The canteen so small now.. We all go buy some food to eat. Hungry.. Saw Weijie, Jiaqi, Weiliang ,Sunny and Jingheng. They all still the same, didn't change at all. Then go chat with Huien, Sakina, Tabatha ,Yeekhim and Qianwei.Then went up hall and saw Beronica and Jahan. Then walk around school.. Hongjun never bring my rubik's cube TT and keep on calling me short.. grr. Chat with Mr lim, he still remember me . Hahaa. Fatin,Mardiana and Amalina came, chat with them awhile. Then go alk walk with Fatinmummy(: After that , she got to go home cause got fever. Then went to meet Alexis,Jermaine and Jiabao. Went canteen, see them eat. Then Kelvin and Harrison came.. Kelvin and Hongjun bully me TT. Saw Maclaren then ask him where fatin present and he still dare say he threw it away. Damn him luhhs. Okay, then me, Jermaine, Jiabao,Alexis,Razy, Hongjun and Kelvin went blue playground. After awhile Weiliang came. Then we slack slack, chat chat, scold scold ,listen to music, singing..bla bla bla. Take pictures and emo. Hongjun keep saying i cry..stupid. then kelvin,alexis,jiabao and razy went home. Jermaine ,Weiliang and I go minimart buy apple juice. Weiliang Grandaddy treat me chocolate! :D then he went home. MUhamin thought me and Jermaine drink beer -.- but Jer is pro, she point at the ingredients of the drink to him and say,"100% apple juice.". I was there laughing. Muhaimin went home then me and Jermaine stay at void deck listening to backup. Damn damn funny.. Then around 6 puls went home.
My vulgarities came back ._.
So many boys taller than me now .
Even the girls.
Like i never grow at all also.
Didn't manage to see Jovy and HuatkitD:
But meeting old friends is a great.
Sorry that i forgot most of your names.
Hope there will be a gathering soon.

2008-08-16T15:55:00.005+08:00

hi guys! :D
Sorry for not blogging for a long time.
My blog rotted anyway.
Sorry about what I did last time.
I know I'm wrong alright?
I'm willing to change myself.
For a better one of course.
I've changed my blogskin and link.
Hope you all will like it?
Common test is finally over and I'm not happy at all cause I had screwed up for all six of them.
Hope I will pass.
Everyone good luck! (:
Can everyone please forgive me?
I'm truly sorry of what i did. Really..

If you hate me.. please tell me...
I know you had been talking behind my back for a very long time..
at least say something to me..
Why are you keeping all these behind my backs and tell others bad about me..
I know I'm bad.. I will give you bad influences..
So I'm willing to change..
Please..? Give me a chance..?
I'm beginning to have a bad impression on you, do you know that?
You are not what i think last time..
You are sort of not trustful.
More and more people hate me because of you.. do you know..?
I really have lesser friends now then i used to have.
I regretted what I did alright..?
Please..give me a chance to prove what you thought of me is wrong.