Thursday, October 30, 2008
Thomas and shane doing stupid stuffs =Xohh please...
don't try me just by looks..
you don't know my attitude and my temper ..
and ahem .
I'm not a bitch nor a bastard .
oh fine .
i might be a bitch .
but my parents are very much alive.
you thought that i will never hate you ?
you are wrong .
and do you know how much I've help you though i know you talk behind my back .
there is just something really unforgivable .
but there's nothing i could do .
just one thing i want to say .
are you jealous cause i have more friends than you ?
or what ?
but honestly i have more than enough frustrations with friendship problems .
but if you are so selfish or want to be selfish .
there's nothing i could do or say anymore .
cause i know you don't want to lose friends either right?
but if you want . i can .
is just that i don't want to see you suffer .
and don't anyhow scold people .
you think you're a king or what ?
friends are mine .
you can't just control each and every single of them .
they want friend who their problem what.
so mind your own business .
you want hate me then don't drag others .
you should be ashamed of yourself to be a friend-snatcher .
and why are you like this ?
being so unreasonable .
you know how to back stab people .
talk bad about others without thinking .
but do you know the feeling of it ?
the loneliness . the hatred .
you don't , of course .
but do you think you will never experience it ?
i doubt so .
all your dumb friends trust you so much .
which includes me,I'm so stupid to trust you so much .
i help you behind your back .
but what do i gain ?
nothing instead .
or rather you backstabed me .
you think you very pro is it .
people like you are not worth the word " trustworthy"
cause you totally sucks .
i tried not to vent my anger .
i succeeded, i cried to vent my angers off .
of course .
you will say i act pityness right ?
i even tried on you .
and it proves me .
two sentence .
you are not someone worth my friendship.
you are a total liar which is worst than a beast .
it looks like our four years of friendship is fading just like that ?
but i hope you will understand .
cause if you can give me another chance .
we might not be enemies .
but just friends .
pure friends .
but just friends .
pure friends .
nothing else .
♥ EVERLASTING, 8:17 PM.
today woke up cause someone msg me which i also don't know the person..
but we started msg-ing and i can't sleep after that ..
it was damn early in the morning .
was supposed to meet jovy at 11 .
but in the end , we met at 11.30.
so we went to north point .
walk walk around .
quite nice .
but still renovating.
sad D:
then go popular .
be little kids read Cinderella .
then met Thomas and friends .
then go food court eat .
.the boys were talking craps and disgusting stuff .
make me and jovy cannot eat .
then went to arcade go crazy .
after that we decided to go sembawang
so me and jovy keep avoiding the guys and we hide!
haha. then take mrt train and go sun plaza.
went to buy shoe laces and then went Aries .
and we bet that the boys definitely won't come in.
and she's right , they really go sit on the floor waiting for us .
then go glare [don't know how to spell]
eat ice-cream .
was supposed to be my treat but jovy don't want D:
so we were sitting at one table and the boys another table .
haha. then the boys go do funny stuff .
make me cry cause i laugh too much ler .
even jovy say i siao .
haha .
then we went to blue playground
the boys sing childish yet funny songs .
haha . just couldn't stop laughing .
when waiting for the traffic lights .
jovy and i started to think which way to walk .
and we decided walk by the shortcut that will pass by the basketball .
so if we saw mac can get from him money .
and today is really our luck .
we really saw him playing .
jovy : oi!
jovy : you! gen wo chu lai !
mac: me? gai mah?
me : ni qian wo men qian .
mac : orh.. ni men yao duo shao?
jovy and me : 50 dollars!
mac : huh.. okay lor..
and he really took out from his wallet fifty dollar .
then conver continues .
mac : ni men zhen de yao ?
jovy: yeah. puls interest mah..
mac : walao eh.. bu yong jing ...
then he walk back to basketball court .
me : oi! macdonald!
mac :what ?
me: we joking only luhh .
jovy : thirty dollar enough ler .
mac : ke shi wo mei shan qian .
me :kae.. there .
i took out twenty dollar and gave him .
mac : ke yi liao hor?
jovy and me :yupp. thank yous!
then continue conver .
maclaren is very the rich! from primary school till now still the same .
then saw bhk . he hasn't change much too .
then continue walk to playground.
then vandalise the bench .
continue last time p6 write de things .
then jovy went home ..
followed by thomas and friends .
then called granddaddy come down play with me .
and he really came.
talk talk .
then me go walk walk .
then granddaddy suddenly call say what want me go see him .
take my bag everything some more .
then of course i go find him ..
sit there listen to him talking all craps .
no choice cause i must diam diam later someone angry.
was sms-ing jermaine at that moment.
haha.
he damn want look for trouble like that .
say what ..
we destroying properties .
which only abit..
last time like hell also nothing happen .
first time come here already get scolding .
not me luh .
another person.
then go back playground slack .
jermaine damn damn funny .
we all talking crap .
she still can continue .
then called hongjun come .
he came .
along with jingeng and cheeyong
riding bikes some more .
then they want go another playground .
so follow .
then they pangseh us .TT
all bully me one ..
then play blind mice .
long time never play .
i also forgot how to play..
haha.
jermaine sway .
first time be catcher .
knock her head twice and some more red colour .
soon it was six .
me and jermaine went home .
the boys also .
then walk walk .
gdd come disturb .
today is quite a fun day .
but we started msg-ing and i can't sleep after that ..
it was damn early in the morning .
was supposed to meet jovy at 11 .
but in the end , we met at 11.30.
so we went to north point .
walk walk around .
quite nice .
but still renovating.
sad D:
then go popular .
be little kids read Cinderella .
then met Thomas and friends .
then go food court eat .
.the boys were talking craps and disgusting stuff .
make me and jovy cannot eat .
then went to arcade go crazy .
after that we decided to go sembawang
so me and jovy keep avoiding the guys and we hide!
haha. then take mrt train and go sun plaza.
went to buy shoe laces and then went Aries .
and we bet that the boys definitely won't come in.
and she's right , they really go sit on the floor waiting for us .
then go glare [don't know how to spell]
eat ice-cream .
was supposed to be my treat but jovy don't want D:
so we were sitting at one table and the boys another table .
haha. then the boys go do funny stuff .
make me cry cause i laugh too much ler .
even jovy say i siao .
haha .
then we went to blue playground
the boys sing childish yet funny songs .
haha . just couldn't stop laughing .
when waiting for the traffic lights .
jovy and i started to think which way to walk .
and we decided walk by the shortcut that will pass by the basketball .
so if we saw mac can get from him money .
and today is really our luck .
we really saw him playing .
jovy : oi!
jovy : you! gen wo chu lai !
mac: me? gai mah?
me : ni qian wo men qian .
mac : orh.. ni men yao duo shao?
jovy and me : 50 dollars!
mac : huh.. okay lor..
and he really took out from his wallet fifty dollar .
then conver continues .
mac : ni men zhen de yao ?
jovy: yeah. puls interest mah..
mac : walao eh.. bu yong jing ...
then he walk back to basketball court .
me : oi! macdonald!
mac :what ?
me: we joking only luhh .
jovy : thirty dollar enough ler .
mac : ke shi wo mei shan qian .
me :kae.. there .
i took out twenty dollar and gave him .
mac : ke yi liao hor?
jovy and me :yupp. thank yous!
then continue conver .
maclaren is very the rich! from primary school till now still the same .
then saw bhk . he hasn't change much too .
then continue walk to playground.
then vandalise the bench .
continue last time p6 write de things .
then jovy went home ..
followed by thomas and friends .
then called granddaddy come down play with me .
and he really came.
talk talk .
then me go walk walk .
then granddaddy suddenly call say what want me go see him .
take my bag everything some more .
then of course i go find him ..
sit there listen to him talking all craps .
no choice cause i must diam diam later someone angry.
was sms-ing jermaine at that moment.
haha.
he damn want look for trouble like that .
say what ..
we destroying properties .
which only abit..
last time like hell also nothing happen .
first time come here already get scolding .
not me luh .
another person.
then go back playground slack .
jermaine damn damn funny .
we all talking crap .
she still can continue .
then called hongjun come .
he came .
along with jingeng and cheeyong
riding bikes some more .
then they want go another playground .
so follow .
then they pangseh us .TT
all bully me one ..
then play blind mice .
long time never play .
i also forgot how to play..
haha.
jermaine sway .
first time be catcher .
knock her head twice and some more red colour .
soon it was six .
me and jermaine went home .
the boys also .
then walk walk .
gdd come disturb .
today is quite a fun day .
♥ EVERLASTING, 6:42 PM.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
hello people!
today had quite a fun time .
went to vivo city watch movie .
the movie is still alright .
but kinda bored luhhs .
but have a great fun thr .
today had quite a fun time .
went to vivo city watch movie .
the movie is still alright .
but kinda bored luhhs .
but have a great fun thr .
after watching the movie , walk around .
then went to the outside there blow wind .
hen decided to commit suicide ._.
then go meet another friend .
intended to go sentosa ,
but was afraid there isn't much time .
so didn't go D:
then had lunch .
continue walk .
then go childish .
and then went home .
though mood was spoilt halfway .
but we must learn how to forgive and forget .
and i somehow did it today .
in this kind of world ..
everything is just so complicated .
though our meet-up wasn't success .
hope to see you guys soon .
cause i'm really looking forward to meet you all .
i miss you all a hell lots D:
so today is a happy day .
hope everyone also every day happy .
don't always emo [:
think bright of the future .
cause the time will tell us the future .
i'm hereby again saying the same sentence.
wish everyone a happy and meaningful holiday!
♥ EVERLASTING, 11:15 PM.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
yo peeps!
sorry for not updating !
i know it's rotting somehow .
Cause so many things happened these few days .
okay, not to mention those unhappy stuff .
but i'm glad that most things went back to normal .
I mean, i know i can't force friendship .
so just let it be .
if this is how you all think of me .
well i have nothing to say .
continue to hate me if you all want .
but i know there's alot of them out there .
who are worth my firendship .
i simply just don't care about you all ler .
hmm..
I admit i have fault .
but did you thought of yourself ?
do you know that you are blaming everything on me ?
as if you all have no fault like that ?
i've already given up on building our friendship .
so there is no point any more .
i believe that there is something untrue .
you might say that u will make me suffer but i think it is the opposite .
i'm the one who can make you suffer .
okay .
i know myself well so i know how to treasure those worthy friends .
i just don't understand about you two you know ..
i mean it is just a small matter .
and you two bring up to such big maters ?
is it worth .
no right ?
you are just being childish .
so old ler..
haiyo..
can't you just forget about what happen?
it is just making me hate you even more .
i just hope everything to settle down .
you should be ashamed of yourself .
you think only after you know you are wrong then you admit ?
until you have nothing to say ler then say sorry can cure everything ?
you are such a coward .
what else do you want ?
it is really irritating me you know .
if you really want find trouble .
then go ahead .
it is not as if i don't dare to face .
so stop talking to others as if you are very big .
like you are the leader of a gang .
hmm.. back to post .
today reach school wait for grace .
then jomaine pull me go look for mrs lee .
then went back to look for grace then saw laopo and others .
then talk talk talk .
then someone come look for trouble .
then go sit down at hall .
talk talk talk .
then get results .
congratz khine for promoted to express next year [:
then me and wanrong went round the school look for mr peterson .
find him for half an hour .
gave up and went home .
for what you all have done to me .
i won't forget .
and i won't forgive .
cause you are the real backstabbers;betrayers;gossippers .
don't think you can act in front of me cause i'm not that stupid .
i'm finally awake .
and just remember .
i have apologised .
i have realised my mistake .
but you are the one who is trying to make the matter bigger causing more troubles .
and thinking that you are the leader ,everyone must listen to you .
but you don't know the feeling of having no friends at all .
i've experienced all cause of you .
so i should thank you for giving me the opportunity .
but don't worry .
i won't do anything to you .
cause i don't want othre people to suffer .
i will keep everything to myself so no worries .
i just hope that everyone out there to have a happy holiday! :D
sorry for not updating !
i know it's rotting somehow .
Cause so many things happened these few days .
okay, not to mention those unhappy stuff .
but i'm glad that most things went back to normal .
I mean, i know i can't force friendship .
so just let it be .
if this is how you all think of me .
well i have nothing to say .
continue to hate me if you all want .
but i know there's alot of them out there .
who are worth my firendship .
i simply just don't care about you all ler .
hmm..
I admit i have fault .
but did you thought of yourself ?
do you know that you are blaming everything on me ?
as if you all have no fault like that ?
i've already given up on building our friendship .
so there is no point any more .
i believe that there is something untrue .
you might say that u will make me suffer but i think it is the opposite .
i'm the one who can make you suffer .
okay .
i know myself well so i know how to treasure those worthy friends .
i just don't understand about you two you know ..
i mean it is just a small matter .
and you two bring up to such big maters ?
is it worth .
no right ?
you are just being childish .
so old ler..
haiyo..
can't you just forget about what happen?
it is just making me hate you even more .
i just hope everything to settle down .
you should be ashamed of yourself .
you think only after you know you are wrong then you admit ?
until you have nothing to say ler then say sorry can cure everything ?
you are such a coward .
what else do you want ?
it is really irritating me you know .
if you really want find trouble .
then go ahead .
it is not as if i don't dare to face .
so stop talking to others as if you are very big .
like you are the leader of a gang .
hmm.. back to post .
today reach school wait for grace .
then jomaine pull me go look for mrs lee .
then went back to look for grace then saw laopo and others .
then talk talk talk .
then someone come look for trouble .
then go sit down at hall .
talk talk talk .
then get results .
congratz khine for promoted to express next year [:
then me and wanrong went round the school look for mr peterson .
find him for half an hour .
gave up and went home .
for what you all have done to me .
i won't forget .
and i won't forgive .
cause you are the real backstabbers;betrayers;gossippers .
don't think you can act in front of me cause i'm not that stupid .
i'm finally awake .
and just remember .
i have apologised .
i have realised my mistake .
but you are the one who is trying to make the matter bigger causing more troubles .
and thinking that you are the leader ,everyone must listen to you .
but you don't know the feeling of having no friends at all .
i've experienced all cause of you .
so i should thank you for giving me the opportunity .
but don't worry .
i won't do anything to you .
cause i don't want othre people to suffer .
i will keep everything to myself so no worries .
i just hope that everyone out there to have a happy holiday! :D
♥ EVERLASTING, 2:28 PM.
